Day 17: Watching Over You

Day 17: Do you feel as if your child is watching over you?

Yes, I really do think that she is watching over me for sure. I get so many reminders on a daily basis and I just smile because I know that she is with me. For example, I was getting my hair cut just two days ago  (on infant loss awareness day) when a song came on that plays on her ultrasound video and it brought a tear to my eye. The song is by Queen--You're my best friend and that's just not a song you hear everyday. Listen to the song here
The only thing that I wish would happen soon is to dream about her. It has been 4 months since Adelyn went to play in the clouds and I have yet to have a dream about her. I go to bed almost every night and hope that I get to see her in my dreams. I friend told me that Adelyn is just looking out for me because I'm not ready to see her yet. I thought about this and have come to the conclusion that she is probably right. Even though I feel ready to dream about her, my Angel knows best. I seriously can't wait to see her in my dreams though and I will make sure everyone gets to hear about it.